I Stopped Believing In Love

Caught cheating..  a·dul·ter·y voluntary sexual intercourse between a married person and a person who is not his or her spouse. John 8:1-4 Jesus went unto the mount of Olives. And early in the morning he came again into the temple, and all the people came unto him; and he sat down, and taught them.And the scribes and Pharisees brought unto him a woman taken in adultery; and when they had set her  in the midst,They say unto him, Master, this woman was taken in adultery, in the very act. This woman was caught in the act of Adultery. They never talk about the man or the woman who was getting cheated on but who ever they were they must have known. The pain of being cheated on is horrible.. Especially when you catch someone in the act and they never thought you would find out. It hurts even more when you love them and they tell you they are happy when all the while they are cheating.. ( Been there) Its painful! How do you act in situations like that twice in a two year span i...

A Demonstration of love! dem·on·stra·tion the action or process of showing the existence or truth of something by giving proof or evidence. John 4:1-9 When therefore the Lord knew how the Pharisees had heard that Jesus made and baptized more disciples than John, 2 (Though Jesus himself baptized not, but his disciples,) 3 He left Judaea, and departed again into Galilee. 4 And he must needs go through Samaria. 5 Then cometh he to a city of Samaria, which is called Sychar, near to the parcel of ground that Jacob gave to his son Joseph. 6 Now Jacob's well was there. Jesus therefore, being wearied with his journey, sat thus on the well: and it was about the sixth hour. 7 There cometh a woman of Samaria to draw water: Jesus saith unto her, Give me to drink. 8 (For his disciples were gone away unto the city to buy meat.) 9 Then saith the woman of Samaria unto him, How is it that thou, being a Jew, askest drink of me, which am a woman of Samaria? for the Jews have no dealings with...

                    Tried to put out my love for you but it aint working!   Song of Solomon 8:7 Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it: if a man would give all the substance of his house for love, it would utterly be contemned. When I was younger I said Id never give my love away. Never believed people loved people. Never really believed in love. Yet What happens when you finally find that one you want to spend the rest of your life with. To have that feeling that no matter how much you try to tell yourself maybe this is just a phase. This can't be.. nah my mind is playing tricks on me. So i try to shake it off yet daily ....but I realize I can't. For someone who stopped believing in love... I'M IN LOVE!!!                  If it aint you it aint working!  Genesis 29:21-25 Then Jacob said to Laban, “Give me my wife that I may go in to her, for ...

Dependent not Independent !  Hosea 3:3 And I said to her, “You shall stay with me many days; you shall not play the harlot, nor shall you have a man—so, too, will I be toward you.” de·pend·ent a person who relies on another, esp. a family member, for support. For me I have always learned to be pretty independent! I never had a guy take care of me. Even if they wanted to I wouldnt let them. Don 't buy me anything, Thinking about living with a man is hard because someone else is helping take care of you. I mean I understand the concept with having parents that take care of you and pay the bills. Yet for me society INDEPENDENT WOMAN thing has really messed up my mind. Not only that having not seen a man love a woman in my family well that doesnt help either! To appoint where they live together help one another, support each other ect. Hosea told his wife to come stay with him many days. He wanted to love her and to live with him. For them to share what he had not just overni...

Love has a strong hold on me! strong  not easy to break or damage Song of Solomon 8:6 Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm: for love is strong as death; jealousy is cruel as the grave: the coals thereof are coals of fire, which hath a most vehement flame. Think about sealing something up its like closing it so that it is secure. So when something is fasten it is hard to  get open. It strong it unable to break! Have you ever loved someone? Love can be strong in this passage it says love can be as strong as death. We have all lost someone and know how that can be it can take forever to stop mourning after someone dies. So to love someone its like its something you can't let go of! Your in love no matter how much you try to tell yourself no this is not love it is. I think about my love for God. Each day our love grows now that I have him in my life I couldnt think about not having him in my life. Once you love someone how can you you really stop? ...

                                                         Thats All I Have To Give!!! 1 Samuel 1:8  Then said Elkanah her husband to her, Hannah, why weepest thou? and why eatest thou not? and why is thy heart grieved? am not I better to thee than ten sons? all the whole of one's possessions Sometime's it feels like your best isn't good enough! You have tried everything to try to show someone you love them. But I gave you my all!!! Hannah's husband offered her any and everything he had to offer her. Yet Hannah would not be happy until she got what she was longing for. A Child! Yet where did that leave Elkanah? What about Hosea? He was to love his harlot wife. Yet instead she went out in the world and wanted other men. What about the prodigals father how did he feel. I'll give you all I have take your portion. Yet the prodigal took...

Unhealthy Relationships un·health·y (n-hlth) adj. un·health·i·er, un·health·i·est a. Being in a state of ill health; sick. 2 Samuel 13:9-11 9 Then she took the pan and served him the bread, but he refused to eat. “Send everyone out of here,” Amnon said. So everyone left him. 10 Then Amnon said to Tamar, “Bring the food here into my bedroom so I may eat from your hand.” And Tamar took the bread she had prepared and brought it to her brother Amnon in his bedroom. 11 But when she took it to him to eat, he grabbed her and said, “Come to bed with me, my sister.” Amnon lusted after his sister Tamar. She had morals and boundries yet he didnt respect them. Really he didn't even care about her feelings he just wanted what he wanted and he didn't care if anyone else got hurt in the process. It was onesided he only cared about his own needs! He was pretending to be sick so that he could have his sister sexually yet in all reality he was really sick.I have lived a life of not hav...