I Stopped Believing In Love

Pushing away people who you need in your life Ruth 1:8-14 And Naomi said to her two daughters-in-law, “Go, return each to her mother’s house. The Lord deal kindly with you, as you have dealt with the dead and with me. 9 The Lord grant that you may find rest, each in the house of her husband.” So she kissed them, and they lifted up their voices and wept. 10 And they said to her, “Surely we will r eturn with you to your people.” 11 But Naomi said, “Turn back, my daughters; why will you go with me? Are there still sons in my womb, that they may be your husbands? 12 Turn back, my daughters, go—for I am too old to have a husband. If I should say I have hope, if I should have a husband tonight and should also bear sons, 13 would you wait for them till they were grown? Would you restrain yourselves from having husbands? No, my daughters; for it grieves me very much for your sakes that the hand of the Lord has gone out against me!” I cut everyone short in my life. It doesnt matter how bad...

I didn't believe he loved me!  Jeremiah 31:3 The Lord hath appeared of old unto me, saying, “Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love; therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee. My insecurities allowed me to not see that someone loved me. It clouded my vision. Right infront of my own eye's I watched myself push him away. Time and time again. Wanting him to love me so bad but only a fraid of what would happen if i did. Would he hurt me? Would he take my love forgranted? Am i to corny for him? What if there is someone out there who is better than me and I end up being left behind?There was a million what if's. Yet the one what if that never really crossed my mind was what if he really loved me? Within me my mind always whispered no ones ever going to really love you. So even though if he loved me I didn't believe it! Accepting Love!  1 John 4:7 Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that loveth is born of God, and knowe...

Are you ready to RECONCILE? Amos 3:3 Can two walk together, except they be agreed? Reconciling takes two parties who are willing to agree that they want to work things out and walk together!!! Are you ready? Are you prepared? Do you agree? Its a question?Have you forgiven? Have you healed? Are you ready to love? Are you ready to walk together? Be honest if your not ready!!! Dont waist someones time if your not ready! Time and time again i have wanted to reconcile but have not forgiven, not healed, or not been ready and end up back in the same spot. Because agreement quickly turns into disagreement! So ask yourself (personally) are YOU ready ? to reconcile? Anticipating His Return!!!  anticipation :  the action of anticipating something; expectation or prediction. an·tic·i·pa·tion noun feeling of excitement about something that is going to happen Luke 15:20 And he arose, and came to his father. But when he was yet a great way off, his father saw him, and had co...