I Stopped Believing In Love

I stopped believing in Love 1 John 4:8   He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love. I just stopped believing in love! It was not real to me! No one was ever going to love me I didn't believe it. The bible says God is love well if I didn't believe in love how could I believe there was a God out there. Especially a God that is love himself. Love was pain to me so why would I ever want a God of love if love was just pain? I did not know love because I did not know God! I was thirsty for love searching for it in a world that showed me love is pain! The Fear Of Love 1 John 4:18   There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love. My greatest fear has always been love. The bible says there is no fear in love so how can that be? The bible says that fear hath torment which means physical or mental suffering. Everyone whoever said they loved me at a ...

1 John 4:18   There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.

                                                                      Exposition Genesis 37:4-8  And when his brethren saw that their father loved him more than all his brethren, they hated him, and could not speak peaceably unto him.   And Joseph dreamed a dream, and he told it his brethren: and they hated him yet the more.   And he said unto them, Hear, I pray you, this dream which I have dreamed:   For, behold, we were binding sheaves in the field, and, lo, my sheaf arose, and also stood upright; and, behold, your sheaves stood round about, and made obeisance to my sheaf.   And his brethren said to him, Shalt thou indeed reign over us? or shalt thou indeed have dominion over us? And they hated him yet the more for his dreams, and for his words.   ...

Finding the Damsel! Genesis 24:13-14 13  Behold, I stand here by the well of water; and the daughters of the men of the city come out to draw water: 14  And let it come to pass, that the damsel to whom I shall say, Let down thy pitcher, I pray thee, that I may drink; and she shall say, Drink, and I will give thy camels drink also: let the same be she that thou hast appointed for thy servant Isaac; and thereby shall I know that thou hast shewed kindness unto my master.  Abraham had sent his servant off to go find a wife for Issac! He wanted Issac to have a wife who was right for him because all the other woman in the land where not right for Issac! So when the servant got to the place it was he was going to look for a woman for Issac he started to pray and ask God to show him who Issac wife would be! All the other  woman in the Land where not right for him so he wanted to make sure he had the right one! Someone who would be willing to walk in ...

                                                  Enjoying Your Singleness  Their are so many people who don't know how to enjoy their singleness. They believe they need a man or a woman to complete them or make them whole.  In reality God is the only one who can complete you and make you whole inside yourself, If you can't be happy by yourself how can someone make you happy, if you can't love yourself how can someone love you, relationships are give and take. Ive been sick my whole life so a relationship has always been about me and my needs and the fact that im sick, and so and so didn't love me, i need love, and my abusive habits that i picked up on the way. Not until I learned that I can be loved and learned for myself how to love me, and overcome my inner issue did I learn that I can better love. Yet God helped me conquer those i...