I Stopped Believing In Love

I Hate Divorce Malachi 2:16 16  For I hate  [ b ] divorce,” says the  Lord , the God of Israel, “and  [ c ] him who covers his garment with  [ d ] wrong,” says the  Lord  of hosts. “So take heed to your spirit, that you do not deal treacherously.” I hate divorce I never and still dont want to get one but im getting a divorce. I want to be here but im the only one. So what do you do how can two walk together unless they agree. Amos 3:3 I cant work on building alone. Admitting Defeat. I can conquer anything i put my mind to but this is just something I cant. I can pass college, I can work hard, I can travel, I can do anything but this. I held on as long as i could and admitted 2 weeks into my marriage that i made error. But i still tried to hold on and see if i could make it work and i tried and i tried. And its still not working, Not because I dont love its just I want a house, family, to be guided, respect, protection and support.I ...

Husband Material ma·te·ri·al the matter from which a thing is or can be made. So you want to be a husband! What kind of material are you made of? I did this same blog for woman. No matter if your a man or a woman if your going to get married marriage still comes with responsibilities. And if your not ready to take on those responsibilities how are your ready for marriage? The first things is first can you consider yourself a man? Just because you have become a certain age does not make you a man. It is the qualities you possess and the responsibility you take on. Just as the Lord had created the woman to be a help yet a help is suppose to help someone who is doing something. Adam when he was created God put him to work and then created a woman to help him in their home. He was the lead of his household?Are you loving towards your wife? Do you provide? There is an order in which God originally made the home so are your husband material? If your not you need to pray and ask Go...

Love is a Gift John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. Love is a gift and gifts are given. You can't force love. I can't make you love me if you don't. How? God never says he will force you to love him. Yet you have to be willing to give love to him. Love is to be mutual. Sometimes its not because sometimes we love those who won't love us back. Yet God does that daily and still loves. He still gives his love. Because gifts are given and love is one of those gifts that is given even when you don't deserve a gift. Love can open the eyes of the blind, love can heal all wounds. Everyone is looking for love. So when you have love Cherish it. Hold on to that gift of love. Dont take the one or ones you love forgranted because oneday they might not be there when you go looking for their love

 I dont have to beg for his love because he gave it to me! beg ask (someone) earnestly or humbly for something. John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. I have begged and pleaded for love almost my whole life. I begged in my cry's, i begged in my running away, i begged in my cutting, i begged in my selling myself, i begged in my promiscuity, my HEART SCREAMED OUT LOVE ME please! I begged and i pleaded.... I pleaded and I begged. Yet God just gave me love without even asking. He gave his son Jesus to die for me. As soon as i was ready to receive his love he just gave it to me i didn't have to plead i didnt have to beg. Its like the prodigal when he came home he should have had to beg his father to come home but he didnt he just let him home..he didnt have to plead or beg the father just gave him love! ...