I Hate Divorce

I Hate Divorce


Malachi 2:16

16 For I hate [b]divorce,” says the Lord, the God of Israel, “and [c]him who covers his garment with [d]wrong,” says the Lord of hosts. “So take heed to your spirit, that you do not deal treacherously.”
I hate divorce I never and still dont want to get one but im getting a divorce. I want to be here but im the only one. So what do you do how can two walk together unless they agree. Amos 3:3 I cant work on building alone. Admitting Defeat. I can conquer anything i put my mind to but this is just something I cant. I can pass college, I can work hard, I can travel, I can do anything but this. I held on as long as i could and admitted 2 weeks into my marriage that i made error. But i still tried to hold on and see if i could make it work and i tried and i tried. And its still not working, Not because I dont love its just I want a house, family, to be guided, respect, protection and support.I dont know the person i lay next to everynight. I dont know his goals. But if i stay ill have no future because we have no direction together. I hate divorce but im getting one i dont want to but im getting one.



Understanding YOur Vows


Matthew 19:6 Therefore they are no more two, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder.”

un·der·stand

  1. 1.
    perceive the intended meaning of (words, a language, or speaker).

I swore to myself that I'd never give up on my marriage. I promised to God and my husband  that Id live for better or worst richer to poorer sickness and in health until death do us part. Sounds good Richer sounds wonderful so doesnt in health and so doesnt for better. Yet for worst ughhh for poor lord help us and for sickness well i hate 2 am hospital visits but you gotta do what you have to do. I watch a old couple yesterday at the grocery store. The wife wanted the husband
to place the food a certain way in the trunk. He did it her way and didnt complain.I wondered how many years did they spend together. How many arguments had they had, how many solutions did they find to make it work, How did they build their family. I had so many thoughts. but  one thing i understood was they understood their vows that they were going to overcome anything and make love work. Until Death Do them part no giving up on love no giving up on each other

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