I Stopped Believing In Love

Dependent not Independent !  Hosea 3:3 And I said to her, “You shall stay with me many days; you shall not play the harlot, nor shall you have a man—so, too, will I be toward you.” de·pend·ent a person who relies on another, esp. a family member, for support. For me I have always learned to be pretty independent! I never had a guy take care of me. Even if they wanted to I wouldnt let them. Don 't buy me anything, Thinking about living with a man is hard because someone else is helping take care of you. I mean I understand the concept with having parents that take care of you and pay the bills. Yet for me society INDEPENDENT WOMAN thing has really messed up my mind. Not only that having not seen a man love a woman in my family well that doesnt help either! To appoint where they live together help one another, support each other ect. Hosea told his wife to come stay with him many days. He wanted to love her and to live with him. For them to share what he had not just overni...

Love has a strong hold on me! strong  not easy to break or damage Song of Solomon 8:6 Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm: for love is strong as death; jealousy is cruel as the grave: the coals thereof are coals of fire, which hath a most vehement flame. Think about sealing something up its like closing it so that it is secure. So when something is fasten it is hard to  get open. It strong it unable to break! Have you ever loved someone? Love can be strong in this passage it says love can be as strong as death. We have all lost someone and know how that can be it can take forever to stop mourning after someone dies. So to love someone its like its something you can't let go of! Your in love no matter how much you try to tell yourself no this is not love it is. I think about my love for God. Each day our love grows now that I have him in my life I couldnt think about not having him in my life. Once you love someone how can you you really stop? ...

                                                         Thats All I Have To Give!!! 1 Samuel 1:8  Then said Elkanah her husband to her, Hannah, why weepest thou? and why eatest thou not? and why is thy heart grieved? am not I better to thee than ten sons? all the whole of one's possessions Sometime's it feels like your best isn't good enough! You have tried everything to try to show someone you love them. But I gave you my all!!! Hannah's husband offered her any and everything he had to offer her. Yet Hannah would not be happy until she got what she was longing for. A Child! Yet where did that leave Elkanah? What about Hosea? He was to love his harlot wife. Yet instead she went out in the world and wanted other men. What about the prodigals father how did he feel. I'll give you all I have take your portion. Yet the prodigal took...

Unhealthy Relationships un·health·y (n-hlth) adj. un·health·i·er, un·health·i·est a. Being in a state of ill health; sick. 2 Samuel 13:9-11 9 Then she took the pan and served him the bread, but he refused to eat. “Send everyone out of here,” Amnon said. So everyone left him. 10 Then Amnon said to Tamar, “Bring the food here into my bedroom so I may eat from your hand.” And Tamar took the bread she had prepared and brought it to her brother Amnon in his bedroom. 11 But when she took it to him to eat, he grabbed her and said, “Come to bed with me, my sister.” Amnon lusted after his sister Tamar. She had morals and boundries yet he didnt respect them. Really he didn't even care about her feelings he just wanted what he wanted and he didn't care if anyone else got hurt in the process. It was onesided he only cared about his own needs! He was pretending to be sick so that he could have his sister sexually yet in all reality he was really sick.I have lived a life of not hav...

                                                  STOP REJECTING MY LOVE                                                                                                                    Hosea 3:5 5  For their mother hath played the harlot: she that conceived them hath done shamefully: for she said, I will go after my lovers, that give me my bread and my water, my wool and my flax, mine oil and my drink. Hosea wife was rejecting him she felt that other men and money were more important then her own husband, her own family. I wonder how it made him feel when he knew th...

                                             It's Time to Let Go                                                                                      Exodus 12:29-31 29  And it came to pass, that at midnight the  Lord  smote all the firstborn in the land of Egypt, from the firstborn of Pharaoh that sat on his throne unto the firstborn of the captive that was in the dungeon; and all the firstborn of cattle. 30  And Pharaoh rose up in the night, he, and all his servants, and all the Egyptians; and there was a great cry in Egypt; for there was not a house where there was not one dead. 31  And he called for Moses and Aaron by night...

                                          Happy Endings! Job 42:12 12  So the  Lord  blessed the latter end of Job more than his beginning: for he had fourteen thousand sheep, and six thousand camels, and a thousand yoke of oxen, and a thousand she asses. It can be exciting when endings are Happy. Especially if your start didn't turn out to well