Confessions of a BAd Girlfriend : My intentions

Confessions of a Bad GirlFriend : I promise I have good intentions for him
Proverbs 31:11
The heart of her husband doth safely trust in her, so that he shall have no need of spoil.
in·ten·tion
a thing intended; an aim or plan.
I use to be a bad girlfriend. My ways were flawed. Yet this time around Im trying to be better do better become better. For him because i love him. I want whats best for him. I have good intentions. Making sure we build together.Staying faithful. Getting things in order so we can have a family oneday. We can travel, make memories build a life. I want him to know within him that i love him so much.I want him to trust me, trust that i have good intentions for his life as his future wife. Im not out here trying to destroy him.I just want us to have a good life. I use to be a bad girlfriend but those arent my intentions.
I use to be a Bad Girlfriend: But these are NOW My Intentions !

Proverbs 31:28 Her children arise up, and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praiseth her.

Amazing: startlingly impressive.

These are my intentions! Her children arise up and call her blessed and her husband also and he praises her. I want to be an Amazing Wife!I want my husband to be able to talk about how great his wife is. I dont want to just say im married just to say im married. I want to live out this definition of a wife and kick butt at being a wife. I dont want to have kids just to have kids. I want to be an amazing mom. I want this more than I want my degree. I want this more than anything in the world besides Christ. Because i value it. And value something when something means something to you. You do your best to make sure you achieve your goal.I want to be an amazing wife. Im dedicated into doing that. I my actions prove it its not just words.



I use to be a Bad GirlFriend: Acknowledge that Im trying


Hosea 3:1 Then said the Lord unto me, Go yet, love a woman beloved of her friend, yet an adulteress, according to the love of the Lord toward the children of Israel, who look to other gods, and love flagons of wine.

ac·knowl·edge

accept or admit the existence or truth of

I use to be a bad girlfriend but im trying. Im not perfect but im trying to be so much better than i was. Im putting in so much effort to prove that im better. I just want it to Acknowledged because if its not then it will be taken for granted. Remember who i was. And really take a look at who i am now. Im so much better than who i once was.  but all that doesnt matter if the person feels that your not good enough.








I use to be a bad girlfriend: Everyone make mistakes dont beat yourself up
Romans 3:23
23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,
I make mistakes alot and i know that i want to be a good wife. But im not going to be perfect. Im flawed still. I always will be im notvgonna beat myself up over what i once did.ive been forgiven and i will work on being better. If i mess up ill work on being better. Its okay its going to be okay.im not the only one whose ever been a bad girlfriend.

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