I knew he was cheating!

I knew he was cheating

Hebrews 4:13

13 And there is no creature hidden from His sight, but all things are naked and open to the eyes of Him to whom we must give account.

Since I was younger God always gave me dreams. We all have dreams but these dreams the ones that feel real are the ones that I have always had to worry about because the end up coming true being a warning from God. So when he cheated he didnt have to tell me God already told me. Its not
like he didnt see him being unfaithful to me. He could hide it all he wanted from me but not from God. Why would God want to lie to me he's a God of truth. So though it hurt that God was telling me the truth what hurt even worst was I knew and he still lied and tried to make it seem like I was the one being crazy

Confronting the cheating

Luke 17:3

3 Take heed to yourselves: If thy brother trespass against thee, rebuke him; and if he repent, forgive him.

Confront:face up to and deal with (a problem or difficult situation).

I confronted the issue. I didnt confront the female because I doubt she knew about me. I talked to him face to face. His reply was that he was done. He would have kept leading me down this lie. I hate confronting things because people never change when they tell them how you hurt them. Or to make some changes to make things a little easier on you they dont care. They dont care how they hurt you how the effect your life about your pain. The dont ever want to say they are sorry. That same night I had made up my mind that id forgive him

I Had Already Chose to Forgive Him 

Luke 23:34

34 Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots.

I had already choose to forgive him despite the fact that he was hurting me. I sat there that night in a hotel lobby telling God I chose to forgive him. That this would not stop me from loving him, not stopping me from wanting to be there. And though my heart was aching. And though I wish none of that in which had been happening had happened! I was still going to make the choice  to forgive That we could move forward from this and so before he even asked for forgiveness, even if he never said he was sorry  for what he did, If he never  was sorry i chose to forgive him. Just like Jesus did on the cross! ! 

Receiving Forgiveness

Luke 15:18-20

18 I will arise and go to my father, and will say unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and before thee19 And am no more worthy to be called thy son: make me as one of thy hired servants20 And he arose, and came to his father. But when he was yet a great way off, his father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his neck, and kissed him.

Grace: kindness when we don't deserve. 

A lot of people won't receive forgiveness because of guilt and shame of what they did. They feel unworthy. They know what they done. They know how they hurt you and they are ashamed. They think they don't deserve your love. That they deserve less of what they once got from you. Yet when you look at he prodigal when he received forgiveness. When he wanted his life just to go back to how it was. He went to ask for forgiveness! And to his surprise that day he meet grace! He received forgiveness a pardon from his sins!!!