What i use to be is not who i am : confessions of a bad girlfriend

I use to be a bad girlfriend

2 Corinthians 5:17

17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation.The old has passed away; behold,

used to

If something used to  happen, it happened regularly in the past but does not happen now

No i claiming to be the  perfect woman but im better than i was. Ive changed im not the same girl. I was a bad girlfriend. So with that being said im better than before. I was a bad girlfriend because i cheated but im a faithful female now. I was a bad girlfriend because i was abusive . now im encouraging and more supportive. And i more willing to open up and love and not be all about me and selfish. I dont have it all right but im willing to grow to be better because i use to be a bad girlfriend but thats the past



I will be an amazing wife

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used to express your intentions:

Proverbs 12:4

An excellent wife is the crown of her husband, but she who brings shame is like rottenness in his bones.

I will be an amazing wife because i want to be that. Im dedicating my life to that. Just because i use to be something doesnt mean i have to stay that. No im not my intentions are to love my husband and make sure i am the best wife i can be. Because he deserves and amazing woman. Because hes an amazing man

Confessions of a bad girlfriend :Im so glad he loves me

Hosea 3:1-3

3 The Lord said to me, “Go, show your love to your wife again, though she is loved by another man and is an adulteress. Love her as the Lord loves the Israelites, though they turn to other gods and love the sacred raisin cakes.”
2 So I bought her for fifteen shekels[a] of silver and about a homer and a lethek[b] of barley. 3 Then I told her, “You are to live with me many days; you must not be a prostitute or be intimate with any man, and I will behave the same way toward you.”



I dont deserve my soon to be husbands love. But im so glad he loves me. I dont know why ill figure it out. But im so glad. Im glad he forgave me. Im glad he took me back. Im glad he loves me. Im glad he wants to be my husband. Ill never understand it love is an unexplainable thing. And im grateful.

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