You will never Understand How Much I love You
You will never Understand How Much I love You
Over the last year God has had me give up everything that ever meant anything to me. Just to understand how much he loves. I've lived in lack. Yet each day I pushed to try to win my friends and family to Christ, to get my family restored, to be loved and to get my own family. I've given up so much I gave up my whole life for this. It's what I live for to watch others come to Christ. Yet it hurts sometimes when people don't understand the sacrifices you make to see their lives change because it's not promised to you. People don't change just because you sacrifice for them, they continue to live how ever they want sometimes because it's a choice they make. Sometimes you feel unappreciated! I don't have to wake up and write, I don't have to travel and talk to random people, I don't have to do youtube video's, I dont have to be nice to those who once weren't so nice to me. No one understands how many hours I spend doing my blogs, writing books, traveling, trying to love on people, what I have to go thru to understand what Gods trying to teach his people because alot of the time I have to go through it to teach it. I gave up everything to follow Jesus. So that I can see many peoples lives change. I do it because I love people and I care about their souls. Yet I could never love as much as Christ loves us! Yet I understand what its like to take up my Cross and give up everything for the souls of many. So it got me to thinking about Jesus! Do we really understand how much he really LOVES US! OR HOW MUCH GOD REALLY LOVES US!
2 Corinthians 5:21
Jesus came to this world and he died for us that was his purpose. Will we ever really understand the depths of his love! He was pure and holy without sin and died for filthy, not worthy,unappreciative sinners! Yet he did it because he loves us!
Love is a Choice
Love is a choice it's either you love or you don't. It's either you choose love or you don't. The bible says that God is love (1 John 4:8)! Recently I've told a friend of mine if you want to be here in my life then you can but if you dont I will not plead for you to be here. It's either you want to be here or you don't. I only say this because God can not make you love him. It's either you want to love him or you don't want to love him. Jesus had a choice! He choose to love you he didn't have to die on the cross for you. Yet he did. The bible says he gave up the Ghost meaning he gave up his life for you. He could have gotten down at anytime but he stayed on the cross and died because he choose to love you. He choose to pay that price for your sins. Think about any man who truly loves a woman he gives up his life to spend the rest of his life with the one he loves. That's what Christ did he gave up his life so that he could spend eternity in heaven with those he loves. Yet it goes both ways just as a man loves a woman the woman has to love that man and give up her life. In this case you have to give your life to Jesus. You have to choose to love him! Love is a choice! It's your choice!
Matthew 19:21-22
21 Jesus said to him, “If you want to be perfect, go, sell what you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow Me.”
22 But when the young man heard that saying, he went away sorrowful, for he had great possessions.
Reject! I dislike that word with a passion. I hate being rejected I've wanted someone to love me my whole life. To actually want to be there! Not have to beg or plead, or work extra hard. Yet just love me faults and all. Being rejected stinks! Jesus asked the rich young ruler to sell all his things and give to the poor and follow him. Yet the rich young ruler choose that day not to love Jesus. He choose his possessions over Christ. He went the other way. He rejected Love! I mean when a man and a woman come together as husband and wife they follow each other to the ends of the earth. When Adam and Eve got kicked out the Garden they got kicked out together. They walked together! It's a partnership. Yet he didn't want to go where Jesus was going. He felt that the world had more to offer him then Jesus. So when he rejected Christ he rejected his love! That was his choice!
John 3:16
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
Over the last year God has had me give up everything that ever meant anything to me. Just to understand how much he loves. I've lived in lack. Yet each day I pushed to try to win my friends and family to Christ, to get my family restored, to be loved and to get my own family. I've given up so much I gave up my whole life for this. It's what I live for to watch others come to Christ. Yet it hurts sometimes when people don't understand the sacrifices you make to see their lives change because it's not promised to you. People don't change just because you sacrifice for them, they continue to live how ever they want sometimes because it's a choice they make. Sometimes you feel unappreciated! I don't have to wake up and write, I don't have to travel and talk to random people, I don't have to do youtube video's, I dont have to be nice to those who once weren't so nice to me. No one understands how many hours I spend doing my blogs, writing books, traveling, trying to love on people, what I have to go thru to understand what Gods trying to teach his people because alot of the time I have to go through it to teach it. I gave up everything to follow Jesus. So that I can see many peoples lives change. I do it because I love people and I care about their souls. Yet I could never love as much as Christ loves us! Yet I understand what its like to take up my Cross and give up everything for the souls of many. So it got me to thinking about Jesus! Do we really understand how much he really LOVES US! OR HOW MUCH GOD REALLY LOVES US!
2 Corinthians 5:21
For he hath made him to be sin for us, who knew no sin; that we might be made the righteousness of God in him
Jesus came to this world and he died for us that was his purpose. Will we ever really understand the depths of his love! He was pure and holy without sin and died for filthy, not worthy,unappreciative sinners! Yet he did it because he loves us!
Love is a Choice
Luke 23:46 And when Jesus had cried with a loud voice, he said, Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit: and having said thus, he gave up the ghost.
Love is a choice it's either you love or you don't. It's either you choose love or you don't. The bible says that God is love (1 John 4:8)! Recently I've told a friend of mine if you want to be here in my life then you can but if you dont I will not plead for you to be here. It's either you want to be here or you don't. I only say this because God can not make you love him. It's either you want to love him or you don't want to love him. Jesus had a choice! He choose to love you he didn't have to die on the cross for you. Yet he did. The bible says he gave up the Ghost meaning he gave up his life for you. He could have gotten down at anytime but he stayed on the cross and died because he choose to love you. He choose to pay that price for your sins. Think about any man who truly loves a woman he gives up his life to spend the rest of his life with the one he loves. That's what Christ did he gave up his life so that he could spend eternity in heaven with those he loves. Yet it goes both ways just as a man loves a woman the woman has to love that man and give up her life. In this case you have to give your life to Jesus. You have to choose to love him! Love is a choice! It's your choice!
Reject Love
Matthew 19:21-22
21 Jesus said to him, “If you want to be perfect, go, sell what you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow Me.”
22 But when the young man heard that saying, he went away sorrowful, for he had great possessions.
Reject! I dislike that word with a passion. I hate being rejected I've wanted someone to love me my whole life. To actually want to be there! Not have to beg or plead, or work extra hard. Yet just love me faults and all. Being rejected stinks! Jesus asked the rich young ruler to sell all his things and give to the poor and follow him. Yet the rich young ruler choose that day not to love Jesus. He choose his possessions over Christ. He went the other way. He rejected Love! I mean when a man and a woman come together as husband and wife they follow each other to the ends of the earth. When Adam and Eve got kicked out the Garden they got kicked out together. They walked together! It's a partnership. Yet he didn't want to go where Jesus was going. He felt that the world had more to offer him then Jesus. So when he rejected Christ he rejected his love! That was his choice!
Accept Love
Matthew 16:24-26
24 Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.
25 For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.
26 For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?
25 For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.
26 For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?
Sometime's it's still hard for me to even imagine someone wanting to spend their whole life with me. To be my husband especially with my past. Christ did it for me. He gave up his life to love me! To accept me, to spend eternity in heaven with me. Even though I was far from worthy. He accepted me though I was filled with sin and shame. Though everyone else around would have never thought I was worth his love. He loved me and because I know he loves me I am going to love him. I decided to die to myself become his bride (Church) to follow him until the end of time to deny myself. To take up my cross. Love is not just saying you love someone it is showing them you love them. DAILY! EVERYDAY YOU SHOW THAT YOU LOVE. NOT JUST ON SUNDAYS, NOT JUST WHEN YOU NEED SOMETHING, BUT EVERYDAY YOU LOVE!So everyday as I take up my cross, as I write my blogs, as I help people, as i die to myself to do Gods will for my life. I am Showing that I choose Love! I choose To Love! I choose to accept love! DO YOU?
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